Alive & WELL!

Hello all! Wow. I am alive. Thank you, Lord!

Last week was a bit of a roller coaster. I went home late Monday afternoon with strep, to catch you up. I had strep until late Thursday. In the mean time, the "strep throat" part wasn't the biggest of my worries. It was the rash that came with it. My body was covered in red, itchy bumps. They began to travel on my body and get even bigger as they did that.

The rash subsided yesterday (finally). I am happy to say that there is only a little bit left on my arms. Sooooo my point being, go to the doctor if you're feeling sick and take care of yourself! I was lucky to have recovered in the fast amount of time that I did.


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Life according to my Instagram...

It has transformed into a health & fitness Instagram. Exciting for me! 

Photos left to right (top to bottom): 

1. Sam's Club run= LOTS of [healthy] food! Food is fuel, people!
2. A 4 month progress photo of myself (July–Now)
3. Mrs. Dash saves the day again! Cut up sweet potato baked at 425* for 40 minutes
4. My Polar watch. Burned 1,000+ cals on Monday night teaching kickboxing and taking a power tone class.
5. Beautiful Iowa sunset
6. My goofy boyfriend...showing me how cool I would look actually flexing vs. how I try to flex (in my tank top)
7. Protein balls! (Herbalife F1 and PDM with oatmeal and honey!)
8. Weights. Self explanitory
9. Quest Bar = AMAZING
10. My boyfriend and guy friend, Dustin...they get a little excited in Express!

1. Oatmeal, Almond milk, banana, and chocolate chip pancakes = AMAZING
2. T-shirt design for the gym I work at and their fitness challenge!
3. Walk into the gym on the weekend and...IT'S EMPTY!
4. Flex Till You're Famous – check it out!
5. Toast with PB2
6. Fajitas!
7. Happy birthday, Joshua!
8. Mirror leg pic! Progress is priceless!
9. Beautiful Stargazer lilies from the BF.
10. F1 and PDM and Total Control (metabolism & energy booster)
11. Perky Paradise (cherry coconut) shake
12. Reppin' the Underarmor
13. Another beautiful sunset
14. Chipotle veggie bowl
15. A bicep progress picture
16. Energy boosters after leg day
17. April to October progress picture
18. Inspirational quote
19. My cat...sitting weird :)
20. Playing CLUE on a Saturday night!

So there's a little catch up on my life! 

Wishing you all a Happy Thanksgiving!

Uncontrollable Setbacks

I can't say this week has been the best experience. I went home Monday around 3pm because I felt exhausted and had a sore throat. With intentions on getting a doctor's appointment the next day, I went to the gym Monday and felt OK. I figured maybe I just caught my infamous cold bug and was seeing signs of that.

Turns out it was strep throat. I went to the doctor Tuesday morning. I have been in and out of hot and cold flashes. My body can't find a happy medium. The second I take a blanket or my sweatshirt off because I'm so hot, I'm freezing. Of course.

I found myself spiraling down a very sad path the last few days. I woke up today feeling a little better and more hopeful. Missing out on the gym has really killed me. Literally! I feel flabby and less energetic (of course).

Throughout this week, I had many different people tell me to eat this or drink that (which all the ideas sounded delicious, but they weren't exactly the most healthy of choices). I can remember times when I was sick with different illnesses and I DID eat food that was healthy or drank drinks that were high in sugar, ect. Sure there was a temptation to make this illness an excuse for me to cheat on my healthy eating and gym habits.

Something told me not to. That it wasn't such a good idea. I remember that I never felt the best coming out of an illness when I did eat comfort food or drank those "comfort" drinks.

I certainly thought I did a splendid job this week sticking with my goals...even with missing my normal gym dates. :(

Monday...I stuck with liquids. Protein shakes and a beverage mix—made by Herbalife. The only thing I ate that was solid that day was toast with PB2. (Because of the uncomfortable sore throat I had.)

Tuesday...the gradual build of this stupid strep throat business...I stuck mostly with liquids due to the fact that I was afraid to even clear my throat or swallow my spit because it hurt so bad. Protein shakes, beverage mixes, and my lovely boyfriend whipped up some PDM (Protein Drink Mix—chocolate) hot chocolate for me. He used the chocolate protein, a little almond milk (unsweetened), and water. It was really good. <----This is the day 1 of a ridiculous temp.

Wednesday...I was feeling "ok". More liquids...protein shake, plenty of water, and tea. The only thing close to "unhealthy" that I let myself eat this week was Chicken Noodle Soup. And was it worth it. The warm broth really comforted my entire body...including my throat. <---- Temp 2 showed up shortly after eating the soup.

Thursday...the peak of my strep throat's rash. Now, if you've never seen or had this before, Google strep throat symptoms or even Scarlet fever rash. That will sum it up for you. My throat felt much better, I could tell there was still a little bit hanging out, but I wasn't miserable. I did feel hot and achey throughout the entire day. Concerned of what the heck was taking over my body (skin). I started the day off with a protein shake, followed by the Beverage Drink Mix, and warm pasta with tomato sauce for lunch, another protein shake, and then grilled chicken, roasted (baby) potatoes sautéed in olive oil, garlic, and parsley, green beans, and carrots. <----Temp 3 was hanging out when I woke up...hence the exhaustion and soreness.

I think that my habits were really put to the test this week. Obviously, I couldn't control the gym because, had I gone to the gym, I would have been weak, possibly gotten someone else sick, or caused the rash to flare. That was a tough setback to overcome, but I'm hoping that it will inspire more determination when I do get back at it.

As far as food habits, I think I did fairly well. Plenty of protein and the things my body probably lacked and needed to keep running.

I feel good today. If you've never had strep throat before...my goodness, I never wish anyone to get it. Thank you for all who had checked in on me, covered my classes at the gym, and gave me any helpful advice.

I look forward to "getting after it" hopefully this weekend in the gym. I won't overdue it, don't worry. But I do need to get a good, thorough workout in—as much as my body will let me. Don't let setbacks turn into excuses for you to ignore or push over your healthy habits.

Don't give up what you want most, for what you want now! 

Life Is Crazy.

Life is happening. It's unreal to me to think where I was a year ago. Even two years ago (getting ready to graduate college.)

I found college to be one of the best things that had ever happened to me. I learned so much. Rather than living at home and taking my time to decide what I wanted to do, I pushed myself to move into an environment of constant change—college. I'm thankful that my family supported me through this...they actually encouraged it. I wouldn't have learned some of the most important lessons that I did had I done otherwise. I stare at the $25,000+ piece of paper I own quite often. Thinking about all of the tests, projects, people I met, professors I had, tears I cried, cut fingers from the X-acto knives, scholarships I worked for, papers I wrote, the many times I questioned why I was putting myself through so much stuff, ect.

I'm currently reading a book. A personal development book called, God's Going To Make You Laugh. Whether you have strong faith, somewhere in the middle, or are unsure...this book nails it on the head. You could almost overlook the faith part if you really wanted to...it relates so much to oneself in so many ways. There has been one paragraph particularly, that I have bookmarked...so far. Here's what it says,

"Experience is not what happens to you. It is about what you do with what happens to you. 

Experience creates a new vocabulary. It's through life's processes that we gather the experience that gives us something to talk about. Take that away and all you have is supposition. Add experience to your life and you have wisdom. Knowledge is power, and that wisdom can only come from experience."

There are plenty of times that I question why I did or do the things I do, or why I didn't. Put myself through certain things or situations, or even other people. There is a reason...there always is. 

What if I had decided to take a semester off from school? What if I wouldn't have stayed up until 4am after I graduated college, looking for jobs, and missed the opportunity to apply for the job I currently have? What if I would have went to bed as soon as I got off work that night? Or went to the bar instead of digging deep into the graphic design positions that were open throughout Iowa? It's so crazy to think about...so many What if  moments that I could think about. But because I made one "small" decision...a snowball or domino effect happened. And I'm ever thankful for that. 

I wouldn't live in Ames. I wouldn't be a group fitness instructor. I wouldn't know my friends here. I wouldn't have ever met my boyfriend. I wouldn't have Beebs. 

Have you ever thought about the slightest decision you made that turned into something great? How seconds or a simple decision could have rerouted the way things turned out?

It's simple. Don't dwell on the negative or bad things that happen to you or that you experience. It's not worth it to do that. You're wasting your time. It's teaching you a lesson...learn from it and gain that knowledge & experience. You will become more successful the more you do that. 

Life is crazy.

P!NK

Ah wow...I'm coming off a pretty eventful weekend!

Friday night was spent giggling and reminiscing with my sister and Angie.

**Side note...I am very thankful for the amount of time I get to spend with my sister. I probably annoy her the most, but she always has my back. I've made some pretty silly decisions, which she stood behind all the way. I'm very fortunate to have such a good relationship with her. We can definitely throw down a fight, but she makes me laugh more than anyone I know. I'm also very lucky that her friend, Angie, has taken me in as a sister too. They're are a great duo and know how to have a good time. Thank you, thank you—love you both mucho!**

We went for dinner and then....

...to...

P!NK!

I don't care who you are...if you're a fan of P!nk or you would rather watch paint dry—this gal and her crew put on one heck of a show and deserve a standing ovation. I was mesmerized the entire time. I don't know if I blinked or took anything short of a mini breath the entire show. Anyone who knows me well enough, knows that that's when I'm actually paying attention—eyes wide, still, jaw on the floor [or close to]. When I'm fidgety and looking around is when you might have to pull me back into what's happening. The energy, dancing, acrobatics were just phenomenal. I have only been to a hand full of concerts...but I must say, this one tops the list...pushing past Eric Church, The Black Eyed Peas, Eli Young Band, Rascal Flatts, Macklemore (sorry buddy, you're up there though!). 

I have a whole new respect for P!nk. She is amazing and I would be proud to call her a role model—especially a physically fit role model! I mean...get me that girls workout! [That might include "SOME" acrobatic things...pfft!] 

The finale was AMAZING. She said good night to the audience and there were a few minutes until she reappeared on the stage, with a hoola hoop type thing around her waist. Well...here is what that was for...amazing...seriously.

**Warning! This video is a little loud...so turn off/down your volume until you get it to a tolerable amount**

So basically, if you can't tell because of the pixelation...shes flying around the arena and flipping and singing and waving...she's multi multi multi tasking! Wowza! I don't know how she doesn't get dizzy...Touché P!nk! 

Macklemore & This Place I Call Home

So here we go...the 1st of November and I have yet to write new goals for the month. [I'll get right on that.] 

Wednesday night I attended the Macklemore & Ryan Lewis concert. First off, can I just say how awesome Macklemore is? I've been to my fair share of concerts, but there was something different about this one. Perhaps his message? Maybe it's that my sister and I are convinced that he is a long lost sibling of ours? 

In all honesty, it was his presence and the connection he had with the audience. I picked up on it the second he spoke into his mic. The man has skills. He drew us in right away. He spoke of his struggles in the past and how he found a way out...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Macklemore

Scroll down to 'Personal Life' to get more details. I respect the guy for simply trying to better himself. I feel like a lot of today's music is lyrics bragging about how much drugs and alcohol the artist consumes. Almost making it sound like it's a way of life...for them, yeah, it is. Whatever floats your boat, I guess. Anyways, my point here is that not all musicians are out for fame. I'm certain Mr. Ben Haggerty enjoys it, but his music has a purpose. Hats off to him. 

I am in LOVE with this picture. I think I just got lucky, but hey, I had good timing!

The other thing I realized while at this concert is something I am thankful for...I am thankful that I live in Iowa. Don't roll your eyes. I'm serious. There were many times in my life that I wanted to live elsewhere. And I'm sure I would do well elsewhere. Every concert I've been to [including Kathy Griffin], they have always complimented Iowa(ans). 

I travel often...[it seems like.] Orlando, Clearwater Beach, New Orleans, Las Vegas, Key West, Cozumel, Philadelphia, Minneapolis, Chicago, Denver/Colorado Springs...wherever I may be...If I'm sporting something from Iowa, it ALWAYS sparks a conversation with a stranger. I have yet to hear a bad response to my IOWA attire. I've been complimented time and time again...The most common compliment being that midwesterners (Iowans) are patient and kind. Well duh Mr. West Coast...you learn to have patience when you have to follow a tractor during Harvest for miles on a side road. 

Take this last trip to Vegas for instance. I was wearing my U of I shirt (which one?! haha) and went on a hunt for some breakfast. I had 3 people high five me, saying something like go Hawks, ect. Even a guy wearing an ISU shirt pointed at me and said, "What's up Iowa?!" While we stood in line to go through security at the airport, my friend was wearing an IOWA sweatshirt and one of the guards asked how many people that she knew worked at John Deere. Or our day at the pool, it must've been when we showed our IDs...Iowa was a hot topic at most of the bars during our entire trip. 

It's so cool to be from somewhere that we get to experience all sorts of weather. Trust me, I am a summer girl. I love hot weather, bring it on. But I would most definitely miss the snow if I lived in the South or the West coast. I like to look at it this way...Iowans (midwesterners) experience chilly weather a good chunk of the year. So we learn to appreciate a fun vaca destination like Mexico in February, Orlando in December, or we appreciate when the warm weather shows up in April. 

There's another thing I've learned to appreciate being from Iowa. Color. Iowa is so colorful. Green mostly, but the transition in between seasons is incredible. Go for a walk this weekend, you'll get what I'm saying. When I was in Vegas in August of 2011, we ventured to the Hoover Dam. On the way out...everything was brown...yards, houses, where Iowa's "fields" would be...It was so dull. Of course, until the Vegas Strip's lights come on at night...it all seems really uncolorful [I might have made that up?]. 

Someone once stopped me in the middle of complaining about where I was from and told me to, "learn to appreciate where you are from." I did just that. I can't pin point when exactly this happened, but I know that it opened my mind to all of the great things about this place I call home instead of the things I didn't like. 

Seriously...go for a walk this weekend. :)

The trees outside of my apartment :)